Most days I really feel like giving up…
I hate driving when I don’t feel like it😒
I haven’t slept in weeks.
I’m getting used to drinking cold coffee from unwashed mugs
and smoking wet cigarettes on dirty snow covered sidewalks.
The cold doesn’t bother me much anymore,
I’m too tired to notice it.
I’m craving sleep, but I fear my dreams.
I fear those faces that haunt my…
It’s the end of the year & I can say it has been eventful. Got a new job, had a tragic car accident, almost being arrested, still not having sex, etc. i wanted this year to be so much better than it was but I can’t complain b/c I’m still alive and well. I can’t wait to see what 2014 has in store for me. I’ll finally be 21😬. The possibilities 😏
It’s so special to me but so hard to get
me looking at my check
looking at how much tax was taken out
Last night was definitely crazy. The way alcohol affects you is so different from smoking, how I missed it. But now I have this huge hickey on my neck😒